Entry 43.1.12 – 10/08/2013
Why not you? Why not?
I will tell you why. Nothing ever allowed to come to fruition. You never can start anything. With other people that is.
Today at the laundromat though, you said hello to someone. To a woman. Of course she said hello first. That’s a given. This is you we’re talking about. But you responded. You responded. And quite well I might add. At least you think so.
“Hello”, she said, which startled you. So out of the ordinary. There she was, a woman about your age, a hippie for sure. Striped tights, the maroon corduroy skirt, olive drab surplus shirt, and hair that smelled of incense. It was like she was wearing a uniform. We are a long way from San Francisco, both in time and space, but here she was and so friendly. They are an open bunch those hippies. Backward and juvenile, yes, but open.
“Hello”, you said.
“I think your machine just finished”, she said.
“Oh, thank you. I should take them out I suppose” you said.
She smiled and nodded. Can you believe it? A conversation with no awkwardness. Not on your part or hers.
You are used to the recoil, Gerald. They never think you can see it so they don’t think they are being rude but you see it. You see a lot. You are more perceptive then most people think. (more…)